"i wish i was in love with him..."

Sitting in our hotel room this past weekend... someone made a comment: "I wish I was in love with him. He is such a great guy." I caught myself... thinking... "He is a great guy... I wouldn't pass him up if he initiated to me." ugh. Its a shame... such a great guy as he is and the girls he has initiated to hasn't given it a second thought. :( I want the best for him... bahh... that's makes me a bit sad.